A cynic is a man who knows the price of everything

Luisa, Louie, Loubie Lu, Pooisa, Lala and Nou-Nou...think that's all of them
Jan 28
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Wise Up!

So as I get a little older, a little wiser I start to learn from my mistakes, what it is that makes me vulnerable etc etc.

One of these things is insecurity. I hate feeling insecure, it literally makes my stomach go funny and not in a good way. If I get it into my head that there is a reason for me to feel insecure (even if I am way off the mark and the idea is ridiculous) I find it very hard to shake it off. As a result I in turn make the situation I am in affected by the insecurity and starts what is a vicious circle.

The other thing is that when I’m situations like I am currently at work, I need someone to sounds my ideas against and get some advice from. This usually would have been my Dad and now he’s not here to help me, I find myself really missing him.

I’m gonna just have to learn to make some decisions for myself.